Saturday, November 03, 2007
there i go
Things never turn out to be the way I planned. So why the holy lactating cow am I still planning? I just love to be so organised with my things. When irony is that my sleeping patterns and some areas of my life (private and confidential, sorry) are way messed up.
1. I didnt sit through 3 hours of maths today. However, I sat through a 1 hour odd train ride from Bishan back to Bishan. Crap what was I thinking.
2. And I didn't meet Snail this morning for one last train ride to school together and pass her the belated birthday gift.
3. Never met the boyfriend when we had it all planned. To even think that I was excited to watch 'StarDust' today. Poooh! Fraud date he made. I'll never believe him next time. He thinks I'm okay but I'm secretly pissed with him. He has his reason(s) to call off our date, but I have my other reasons to get even madder and even with him.
4. I'm calling off the job I had clinched a week ago, in a few hours' time. To even think that yesterday I was anticipating to start work. Again, I have my reasons.
5. Dinner with Rina today mysteriously vanished from my schedule. She mysteriously vanished into thin air, its like I've been talking to her ghost all these while (a few hours before our dinner date). Omg... HELLO??
6. I didn't expect to be asked to dine with Mr Gim and his family last night. Because the funny thing is, I barely knew and had never met them before. Mr Gim insisted over the phone that I have dinner with him and his family... when I was supposed to meet him for an interview. Throughout the whole conversation, I could manage to comprehend only half of what he was speaking due to the heavy Korean accent. The eccentricity of the Gims, but in a real nice way though.
Oh snort, this is the only positive thing in my entire entry.
7. I'm not supposed to feel this way especially when school is officially over for me, but I'm really disappointed and sad and alone. And of course, fuming mad when I start to think of certain issues. Then again anyone would rather share your happiness than your sorrows, and I've got nothing useful to offer them right now.
Then I thought to myself, what a wonderful world.
