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Look who came over yesterday to give me some love and pasta on a lonely wednesday night... pigeon and clyde the snorlax (not in picture)

I can't wait for friday to see GERALDINE CHIN SUYING. Can I buy a pair of red hoop earrings from you? Thanks, darlinghoneysugarsweetbabycupcakescandycanedelicioussexylove.

I still smell the like flea and tick shampoo even after taking a shower. Bathed dog when I got home and cleaned up the front yard. If anyone were to ever bathe my dog, they might as well be taking a shower themselves. And I'm having such a bad headache now... all because of my excessive consumption of sweet dairy prducts. May days are coming to an end, June break will be here soon. My weekends are packed and I'm having an obsessive compulsive disorder, trying to organise and plan every day of my next week. I practically stick my nose in the organiser almost all the time. Only that you don't see me doing this in public. Just normal enough to hide my wierdness.

Kinda missed the days and working with the people. Especially mich, ed and PM. They are such fun to be with.. Go Garnet!

Started off monday well, had some great laugh in the morning which made me really happy. By PE time Hilwa and I were fooling around in the toilet(not what you think)at the petrol kiosk we were supposed to jog by, where I bought julie's peanut butter sandwich that lasted me the whole day and gave Hilwa a peanut butter headache. And LSL was in an unusually good mood while handing us our June break project. I'm feeling like an extremely sociable butterfly today, lets hope this spell lasts. Met Wan after school for dinner and some window shopping. I saw so many novels in the bookstore that I'm dying to buy. Dorky fact; based on my calculations I can spend about a hundred bucks on 6 books. Lovely. I'm still dying to get the wedge shoes, they've been waiting patiently for me for more than half a month.

One more pair of obsession to add on to my collection.

June Break
week i. Literature project + catching up with friends
week ii. Project work + studies
week iii. Studies + panic + comfort food
week iv. Studies + panic + comfort food + 2kg (required)

JULY WEEK I-- EXAMS!!

Come to think of it, I'm so glad to have Geraldine around. She's always listening and full of good advices. And I need to get Liz something soon... I think I'll be missing her awesome club party which starts at 00:00 hrs. Awesome. But I'll be very tired after the whole thing in school tomorrow (which ends at..8++ to 9) and won't have the energy to stay up till the next morning.

Went to M.O.S with Wan & friends last night and the we had the VIP free entry all thanks to dad. Or Kelvin in the black suit. Anyway the place was really packed especially Smoove so I didn't get to go inside. We came across an interesting scene somewhere in Clarke Quay... Look at that, costume party? In the first photo, the women with inches thick makeup on their face are all trannys.

Honestly I have no idea what this costume scene is about. Many women were wearing fancy lingerie.

And finally a photo taken with Wan =)

"Some people say we need judgments to be able to live in this world. “How could I make decisions if I didn’t judge? Isn't that how we make decisions?” Let’s make a distinction between a value judgement and an observation.

In an observation we see, hear, feel what is happening around us. We then state what we see. When we’re judging something, we go one step further in the process of observation and add in a subjective evaluation. We label the event as either good, or bad. THAT, is the value judgment. You're not removing the decision making process, you're simply replacing "good and bad" with "I want, I don't want."

How does this apply to accepting yourself? Well, you do the same thing to yourself. You first make an observation about yourself, ("I am fat") then decide if it’s a good or bad thing to be ("It's bad to be fat"). When we judge something about ourselves as “bad”, it becomes impossible for you to accept (be okay with) that part of yourself. BUT, it is possible to accept (be okay with) your weight and still know you WANT to be thinner. Make sense?

Judgment stands as an obstacle to self-love. When you form judgments about another person, for instance, “this person looks like a lazy person,or a failure, or has terrible clothes,” you create a message to your subconscious that the world is a place where you had better act in certain ways if you want to be accepted...that you are only going to accept yourself under certain conditions. This leads to an inner dialogue of self-criticism.

What if you were to drop your value judgments and simply saw “what is” then identified what you wanted and why? It could totally transform your experience. What are the ramifications of doing so? Perhaps you would find a well of love for yourself and others that you never knew existed. Perhaps you'd notice the less you judge yourself, the less you'll judge others and vice-versa. And maybe, just maybe, the experience of acceptance would give you the solid foundation to move forward in creating yourself and your life the you've always dreamed."

To sum it up, the more you judge others, the more you judge yourself. With more judgement there is less self-love, which leads to insecurities, no matter how much of a great front you put on. Now be rhetorical and be honest with yourself. How much do you judge and treat everyone? When you label someone as 'dumb' or 'ugly' or anything, you are more or less judging against yourself as well. If you are judgemental, then you are likely to be badly affected by what others say about or think of you-- the obstacle to true self-love.

Tuesday, May 1, 2007: Met up with some very old girlfriends. Mikki, Eunice, Rina and Geraldine. Shall spare the details... I'll just put up a picture for reminisce.


Today I feel most accomplished in managing to complete Farah's dance moves with almost minimal screw-ups. Almost... not perfect but an improvement compared to previous attempts. Got to go, it's getting late and I have yet another long day in school tommorrow.