Sunday, October 14, 2007
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After all the day's work, I had to take a long journey home. Being physically exhausted is one thing, but when you feel like breaking down and especially alone, you always wonder why did you feel this way. When you once thought, that what you had is enough to keep you happy.
Sometimes at the moment when you needed someone the most, no one is really there for you at all. No matter how close that someone is to you. Everyone had their own thing to do, you're on your own. Dealing with your own troubles, dealing with your own loneliness, stuff like that. Literally you're own your own too walking home from the bus stop when your feet is aching.
But you'll be okay, life's like that. You cannot expect anyone to be there for you at all times. Especially when you're feeling most down. When you grow older you'll get more used to this kind of loneliness.. maybe for me. I just have to be more independent next time. Because ultimately I am the one who has to deal with my own troubles, pick myself up. Things like that. Not someone else..
