Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Leaver, leaving... feelings...
I guess I'm not cut out for this. I like to seek novelty in life and it is hard and tiresome for me to do or learn something routinely. Pursuing higher education have always been one of my goals, or more like the means to get what I want, since I'm not satisfied with just secondary qualifications.
Still, by spending two years (I wouldn't want to call it a waste) there I realised that I'm not suitable for the course. But I had to leave with at least a H1 certification to prove that I've been there and done that. This has never happened to me before thus I'm quite surprised with my situation, to me this is a failure but not a huge blow, since I sort of saw it coming. I shall take it in my stride and be certain that things will turn out even better soon.
As for my plans I have already had in mind what to do, where to go. All I need now is the effort and constancy to execute them. There may be some setbacks along the way but I cannot afford to let myself down repetitively, especially when time is running short. Of course I'll reminisce the times spent with my school friends. Each of them have their own quirks which is really cute to me. And they also made school life more bearable, and less monotonous. It was, in retrospect, one of the very enjoyable days I've had.
