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Today I am the second most unloved and unwanted person on earth. Second only because I have one person, and that is Nadd to console me, than the most loneliest creature on earth who has no one to talk to. Other than that, I'm still very much unloved and unwanted by the rest. Boyfriend finds me extremely irritating, close friends exclude me from their meet ups. I just realised how unwanted and unimportant my presence is to them. This is the most pathetic entry I've ever made, considering the state I'm in with things dripping from my nose and eyes puffed up. I look gross and vile and I sound dumb. And most of all I am unwanted and unloved. I'm trying to make myself sound as dumb as possible so that I won't feel sorry for myself right now. And I know that maybe by tomorrow when I read this entry again I'll feel so stupid. Before I feel like dumb shit, I shall put the blame on my hormones, so that when I read this entry tomorrow I won't feel as stupid as I should.