those dancing days are gone

Thursday, February 15, 2007

Is it still possible to keep on caring for others when what you get is less than what you have given? I'm really anticipating for friday to come. My Valentine's and post Valentine's day were spent boyfriendless... which left me feeling even more lonely. If that's the case, I don't know how to survive if Wan got the new job which might send him on attachment miles away to Dubai, for 4 months. I give him my full support of course... pay is good, and he's familiar with what he's doing. Though I admit that I could just die from missing him too much, it is still a selfish reason to not let him go. This is one of the very few times in my life that I have decided to make such a big sacrifice, while (supposed to be) enjoying my favourite bandito pockett which suddenly tasted like cardboard. On a lighter note, talking with nad today had improved my mood significantly, it was great to have her around. ps. & I miss my old friends alot.